Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Fallin' Deeper, But....

This past weekend, I spent alot of one-on-one time with a special someone. Someone who has had a hold on my heart for the past few months. The more time I spend with her, the more I begin to fall for her. It's exciting to be so strongly attracted to someone who is completely different from you.

She knows how I feel about her and she's told me that "we're meant to be friends". But I can't help feel that she's starting to warm up to me. I'll take her hand when we walk down the street and she'd hold onto it. It's almost like we're already a couple.

But why do I still feel some reservations about her true feelings? Maybe it's because she'll be affectionate one moment and then very distant the next. She's told me that she's ok with being alone and is in no rush to be in a relationship. And unfortunately, when she opened her heart to someone (and this is someone I know well), she ended up getting burned. A part of me hates that he burned her. Frankly, I've lost some respect for him. I hope she finds a way of opening her heart again. And when she does, I'll be right there, ready to show her what real love can be.

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